I wish.

It has been about two weeks since Stephen and I broke up and the pain feels just as intense as it did that day. I just can't understand why two people who love one another so much can't just overcome obstacles and stay together. The worse part about all this is that I was finally becoming comfortable with the distance and I thought that maybe...just maybe we were going to make it. He met my grandparents for godness sake! >_<

I don't think of him any less than I did before...maybe even now I think of him more. He likes to show up in my dreams too. In the past two days I've had three dreams about him and each one no matter how happy or sad makes me feel the same. That is wanting him back in my life. Yes, we still text and talk on the phone (which isn't really any different from when we were together), so yeah...that just makes me more frustrated! Grrr.

First Time Blogger...not first time on the internet.

Hello internet world!

So, I guess I am joining the future by starting my own blog and hopefully I won't just be talking to myself for this journey. BUT if that's the case then I'm totally fine with it because this will most likely just be a place where I can type out my feelings and such.

Well, today is Father's Day and I wish all the Daddies of the world have wonderful and relaxed day! I know my Dad will. :)